OMG HOW?

i know after last week i'd gone over my allowance enough to make me gain a pound, which lets be honest is shameful and makes me feel sick. But it was still a shock to the system.

I really need to go the gym, my size 27" firetrap jeans are not lose anymore, this is a very very very bad sign. I can't believe how fat i still am, i mean you can kinda see my spine and collars but still. i've got gross tummy flab and thigh flab not to mention my arms.

i need a thinspo to make me feel a little better, and show me what i can and will achieve by my next summer. so i can go to the beach and have other stare in envy.